Today was convocation. I am now a BFA, an alumni, and officially an adult.

Of all the things I truly hate, I think being unproductive and inefficient top the list. Its not a very long list, but those two are probably tied for first.

My days have fantastically devolved down to waking up, aimlessly wandering the internet for awhile, papering every job I can with resumes and then, maybe, if I’m lucky hanging out with a friend or two. They have become slow, aimless days that are highlighted by what is really interesting or funny on Oh No They Didn’t.

And its not that I’m not qualified for everything that I apply for it. It is simply that the economy is kicking the ass of any new graduate and my industry of choice is hard enough to get into as it is. It doesn’t really need the help at being more difficult yet here it is. Entry level jobs are going to experienced people who got laid off from their previous job leaving me to retail stores in the mall who aren’t really hiring either.

Interestingly enough, while I said it would always kill me to get married right out of University I’m starting to envy my sister who not only got married straight out, but married to a man who is stable enough that she doesn’t really have to worry about money or jobs and all of that. But then I realize, I’d be miserable in her position so hopefully something comes up for me (and I’m talking in jobs, not in men.)

Either that or in three months I become homeless or find someone who will happily take me in so that I at least have a roof over my head while I’m flat broke.

Maybe its back to school for me after all.

I’ve been busy. Job hunting away I suppose and getting ready to move. That and nothing interesting that I actually wish to talk about has happened.

Some bad stuff has sure, but I’m not going to wave it all over the Internet. While I could, I’m not falling into that 14 year old mentality that everyone needs to know the shitty drama or that I need to be vindictive and spread stuff around.

I did however, go to San Francisco and while I don’t have much to say about that either, I have photos. Really, if I could live there I’d be super happy. It would be awesome. I’m in love with the architecture, the atmosphere, the ocean, really just everything.

Obligatory self portrait that I just have to do everywhere…